1. |
i am who i am
04:06
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Who am I?
Where am I?
Why am I standing here?
There are walls,
In my way.
Only one window.
Through these panes of glass I can see,
That this is not where I’m supposed to be.
Oo.
I am who I am.
I am who I am.
I am who I am?
But who am I in this place?
All I see,
Is black and white.
Where is the color and light?
I just roam,
No room to grow.
This is the norm, and there’s no way out!
Through these panes of glass I can see,
That this is not where I’m supposed to be.
This is where I am trapped inside.
This is the train I will have to ride.
Oo.
I am who I am.
I am who I am.
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2. |
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Looking back,
through a small screen
illuminated
in black and white
Beyond the songs
saved in long lists
are stories told
of my past
My life plays on my music player time capsule
Encoded deep within.
My life plays on my music player time capsule
Move my finger
across the smooth wheel
set my destination
and travel through time
Place after place,
Moment after moment
Life gets written down
in lines of code
My life plays on my music player time capsule
Encoded deep within.
My life plays on my music player time capsule
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3. |
surrounded by thorns
06:59
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A vast landscape of trees.
Their trunks infested with thorns.
They tower over me, I am small.
I am left to be tormented in this pit.
I cannot climb without shedding blood.
The thorns spread like a disease.
They feed off the water I stand in.
I look up into the sky.
There is darkness all around
I cannot climb without shedding blood.
It's hard to stand in this place
I want, I want to be heard
You won't get a change from me
I am, I am who I am
But I cannot climb without shedding blood.
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4. |
treading water
04:36
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5. |
nothing
05:24
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(Spoken Text)
…where … am I … ?
I’m drifting into space.
I can’t… I can’t grasp onto anything.
I-I’m scared! …
I can’t see!
I can’t hear!
I can barely feel myself.
I-I’m placing my hand on my chest,
where is my body?
What do I feel?
I feel … I feel… I feel… I feel… I feel I feel I feel I FEEL!
nothing…
(Sung Lyrics)
I wish to feel again
to break through the endless fog
The darkness is blinding
I feel, I feel nothing
A light, a bright blue light
it’s coming closer.
I try to swim away
but it’s pull is oh too strong
Nothing’s what I feel
Nothing’s what I see
Nothing’s what I hear
Please let go! Leave me be!
I need to feel again.
I wish to feel again
to soar along the coast
I want to be me again
cause now, I feel nothing.
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6. |
space
09:55
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Walking down a long windy road.
It continues into a void.
This is not the place I am meant to be.
Not anymore.
I need to break free.
I need to swerve off this road and flee.
Looking for a new place.
A new spot to be my safe space.
I am not like the others.
I have so much more to give.
I just need to learn more about myself.
And I need a place to do that, just not here.
I need to break free.
I need to swerve off this road and flee.
Looking for a new place.
A new spot to be my safe place.
My ride will only follow its route.
We are all trapped with the driver.
Who will speak up?
Who will pull the breaks?
Who is listening to me?
I WANT TO GET OUT!
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7. |
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Walkers pass under the bridge.
Overgrown by thorns so high.
I mask myself. I can’t walk on the forgotten steel.
I look above, it stares back at me.
I say, please. Give me a place to be.
You are trapped?
In this dome,
Under the vast glass sky.
On top the bridge, I can be
Closer to the point of breaking free.
Let me stand upon
Stimulation bridge
Bring me closer, to break the glass sky.
Let me be on the bridge
Past the path of pain below.
I can remove this fake persona, and be who I am.
How do I venture on top?
Where do I begin to break free?
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8. |
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I listen with my heart,
taking in every word from your lips.
Your meaning travels through my ear,
then drops to my chest.
What you say speaks to me.
Your words match my story.
I begin to know who I am.
All of these years,
trapped in the dark
You brought me here into the light.
I speak, you hear, our stories are the same.
We’ve lived through thick and thin,
Our ups and downs are where we connect.
In my life, I’ve been struck down
been in dark holes.
No way to escape.
Surrounded by thorns.
Once I looked up, I found the light.
I fought through all that stopped me.
We made it here, to tell our stories.
I won’t forget this time,
the moment I belong.
This place is all I needed,
with you, I found the moment I belong
(8x)
The moment I belong
I fought through all that stopped me.
We made it here, to tell our stories.
This place is all I needed,
with you, I found the moment I belong
(7x)
The moment I belong
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9. |
beyond
08:13
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I’m moving on.
I’m soaring along and beyond the coast.
I am free.
I am free to be who I am.
When I look back,
I smile to them.
A bright red light.
It gives me hope
for what lies beyond this world.
But what if I
need to break through more
barriers in this new place?
I’m ready.
I’m ready!
I’m ready to say goodbye
to those that I love,
the ones who made me feel like I belong.
With you I now am free.
I am free.
I am who I am.
I am me.
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10. |
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I am me
I'm on the bridge
Past the path
Of pain below
I now broke free
Began to flee
And now I'm me
I am on
Stimulation Bridge
It gave me love
And gave me hope
And now I'm free
I'm ready to
To be who I am
Cause I am who I am
I am who I am
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Michael Gaspari Miami, Florida
I am a composer, synth player and pianist born in Robbinsville, NJ. I am currently attending University of Miami as a graduate Media Scoring and Production major. I graduated from Oberlin Conservatory as a composition and TIMARA double major for my undergrad. ... more
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